It’s an end to trying times for now. In a few days, I’ll be starting a new phase of life as work awaits, officially transiting from a graduate to a working adult. While that means no more late nights and idyllic afternoons, I’m glad the days of browsing the classifieds and scouring jobs databases are finally over.

It wasn’t too long ago when I started applying for jobs. At first, opportunities were aplenty but as time wore on, they slowed to a trickle as more graduates entered the market and vacancies quickly filled up. It was a tad depressing when one by one, my friends secured jobs while I was still in frantic search of one.

For a period of time, it felt shameful to be unemployed, especially when friends asked about work and the only reply I could muster was “still looking around”. So as much as I could, I avoided such conversations at social gatherings. Eventually, they stopped asking altogether though I didn’t necessarily feel better.

I was close to reconsidering my options, certain that I couldn’t get a job, when the right opportunity came knocking. It may not be the most ideal of jobs but at least it stops me from being a economic deadweight. Alas, the feeling is bittersweet – a mix of sadness and relief – for while I’m about to lose my freedom, I’m really thankful this long-drawn episode is finally over.